A little update on my new medication.
I started Celexa yesterday and I have to be completely honest in saying it is horrific. I like to do my own little research before starting something new, so I had some ideas of how it would be, and I had read from multiple different people reviewing it that it would be bad. I didn't think it would be this bad tough!
To put it into perspective- my body feels like I am hiding from the goverment with some sort of top sercret weapon and a CIA agent is hot on my trail. I am jittery, nervous, nauseous, and paranoid. I know this won't last long, as I have had some wonderful chats with loving people who have helped calm me down and reassure of that fact.
In the mean time I will continue on my internal government heist while outwardly trying to make it through a large gathering today. All I can honestly do is laugh this one off because it is purely rediculous and I know it. If I keep my sense of humor about it all then I am sure it will make the transition much better.
All I'm gunna say is this stuff better work for all the hell it has put me through in only 2 days. I have had my fair share of antidepressents, anxiety meds, and the like but this is by far the worst.
Gotta run, a man in a black suit is knocking at my door.....
Oh man, why did I even post this picture. It is freaking me out even more!